TruMoo, Brace Life, and Serving Justice

So I got the last wire on my bottom braces today. Apparently I already had it on my top... I also got a band that didn't fit before on my bottom braces in the back. I start wearing Rubber Bands December 1st. My mouth hurts so bad, so I'm just sitting here drinking TruMoo and watching Tv with my mom.

I also served some justice today. ;D


"Hi there, I'd just like to inform you about some things. As you know I used to be friends with your daughter, _______. Ever since her and I's friendship ended, I've tried multiple times to make amends but she never wants to. I've sat there at lunch and watch her slap one of my friends with Jalapenos, or beat on him. I hear all the nasty mean things she says about people behind their backs. One of my closest friends recently informed me that whenever I'm not at school or not around, _______ says horrible things about me that aren't true. That close friend also told me that last week one of the days I was gone she told her to stop but _______ told her that I called my own friend a Slutty Whore. Which is never something I would do. I have never said anything mean about _______ or threatened her in any way. I do not know why she chooses to target me and my friends, but I'm seriously sick of it. If she doesn't like when people treat her badly, why does she treat everyone around her like absolute crap? My friends and I agree that it's not like we can just go and tell someone, because knowing _______, she's going to lie and say she never said anything of that stuff. When she did.

I really just wanted you to know, because I'm sick of it, and everyone around her is sick of it. Whether she knows it or not. I hope this didn't come off rude, and if it did, it didn't mean to and I'm sorry. But I just can't go on like this anymore. I've tried very hard to ignore her, but when she's saying horrible things about me and my friends, it gets hard. I'm on my last straw."

And that went to her Parents :)

Have a lovely life friends♥

I like your Face & Anime Eyes

I've always wanted to just go up to some random stranger and tell them that. They would be so confused and think I'm insane.

Anyways..
I've been look at Manga and Anime eyes/drawings, and I've drawn my own eye.

Watchya think?

It's not perfect, (Duhh...) but it's fairly good if I do say so myself. I had originally crosshatched around the pupil, but it look strange so I erased it.

Untitled #1

When I woke up this morning and looked at myself in the mirror, I instantly thought, "What happened to my hair?" And then I felt stupid. I had forgotten that I got a a haircut. Typical me.
Do you ever get those moments? When you totally forget something, and then you're like "What?" or "Oh."

I had this thought today while watching Awkward, it would totally cool to do what Jenna does with her blog. Just blog her Thoughts. Although, if I did that, the world would become a scary place.


So Maybe not...

~Rant~ Stupid Stereotyping and Judgmental People

Do you ever have one of those friends, that when they aren't there at school you have a horrible day? I do. But, I usually have a horrible day anyways.
People are always putting words in my mouth, being nosy in my personal business, telling people I'm mad or that I hate someone when I'm not or I don't, and a bunch of other things.
Just once, I want everyone to stay out of my life and my business.
Even though I hate the thought, sometimes I think about new friends. But keeping the close friends. And then I think, "Who would I hang out with? No body besides my friends like me. Most people just think of me as the fat loser." And it's true. Who would want to hang out with someone like me?
I know and have had people judge me before, and they didn't even know me. They knew nothing about me. They take one look at me and think, "Ew."
Stereotypers.
I don't like those girls who think they're better than everyone else either. You know, the ones who never get in trouble for wearing short shorts when they should? Or they act all snobby and treat everyone like crap, and they're all like "Omg. Like, did you see that chick? like, ew."
Why do people do that? I know it's in human nature, but really? Come on. One thing that drives me even more crazy, is when someone, (just some random person or a 'popular') is mean to another person, like, insanely rude; and then someone goes up to them and says "Please stop being mean to me," Or even something simple, they erupt. They cry and yell, "Why does everyone hate me?"
It's said so many times, and it's true, No one is perfect, no one is better than anyone else. We are all the same. Look underneath the skin, look beneath it all. We are all 100% the same. Don't doubt it.
And yes, some people are more cheerful than others, more emotional than others, more depressed than others, but you have to respect that. We can't just change who we are the the snap of our fingers. Trust me, if that was possible, I wouldn't be as chubby as I am now.
Maybe some of us have bad role models, that's why we act the way we do, but still.
I don't care if someone is Super Skinny, Fit, A Bit over weight, or a lot over weight. As long as we're happy with who we are, it doesn't matter.
And maybe you know someone who is under a lot of depression and they cut. Don't go making fun of them, or calling them 'Emo'. That's stupid. If you were going through what they are, you would understand, why it is they do what they do.
I know people give this speech or whatever all the time, but I don't care. This is coming straight from my heart and what I believe.
And the groups in the cafeteria at lunch, what about that? Athletes sit with athletes, 'Populars' sit with 'Populars', nerds sit with nerds, outcasts sit with outcasts. Why can't we just go and sit anywhere we want to? Oh yeah, because if you're not in the 'group', apparently you're not worthy.
I'm kind of an outcast, or an inbetweener. All of my friends have a spot. A place and 'group' where they belong. I'm stuck in the middle. Sometimes I wonder about creating my own little 'group'. But that would just make me like all those people who think they're better than everyone else.

---

I doubt any of you actually read this. I may continue on this little rant. Maybe, maybe not. Who knows...


-M-