~Rant~ Stupid Stereotyping and Judgmental People

Do you ever have one of those friends, that when they aren't there at school you have a horrible day? I do. But, I usually have a horrible day anyways.
People are always putting words in my mouth, being nosy in my personal business, telling people I'm mad or that I hate someone when I'm not or I don't, and a bunch of other things.
Just once, I want everyone to stay out of my life and my business.
Even though I hate the thought, sometimes I think about new friends. But keeping the close friends. And then I think, "Who would I hang out with? No body besides my friends like me. Most people just think of me as the fat loser." And it's true. Who would want to hang out with someone like me?
I know and have had people judge me before, and they didn't even know me. They knew nothing about me. They take one look at me and think, "Ew."
Stereotypers.
I don't like those girls who think they're better than everyone else either. You know, the ones who never get in trouble for wearing short shorts when they should? Or they act all snobby and treat everyone like crap, and they're all like "Omg. Like, did you see that chick? like, ew."
Why do people do that? I know it's in human nature, but really? Come on. One thing that drives me even more crazy, is when someone, (just some random person or a 'popular') is mean to another person, like, insanely rude; and then someone goes up to them and says "Please stop being mean to me," Or even something simple, they erupt. They cry and yell, "Why does everyone hate me?"
It's said so many times, and it's true, No one is perfect, no one is better than anyone else. We are all the same. Look underneath the skin, look beneath it all. We are all 100% the same. Don't doubt it.
And yes, some people are more cheerful than others, more emotional than others, more depressed than others, but you have to respect that. We can't just change who we are the the snap of our fingers. Trust me, if that was possible, I wouldn't be as chubby as I am now.
Maybe some of us have bad role models, that's why we act the way we do, but still.
I don't care if someone is Super Skinny, Fit, A Bit over weight, or a lot over weight. As long as we're happy with who we are, it doesn't matter.
And maybe you know someone who is under a lot of depression and they cut. Don't go making fun of them, or calling them 'Emo'. That's stupid. If you were going through what they are, you would understand, why it is they do what they do.
I know people give this speech or whatever all the time, but I don't care. This is coming straight from my heart and what I believe.
And the groups in the cafeteria at lunch, what about that? Athletes sit with athletes, 'Populars' sit with 'Populars', nerds sit with nerds, outcasts sit with outcasts. Why can't we just go and sit anywhere we want to? Oh yeah, because if you're not in the 'group', apparently you're not worthy.
I'm kind of an outcast, or an inbetweener. All of my friends have a spot. A place and 'group' where they belong. I'm stuck in the middle. Sometimes I wonder about creating my own little 'group'. But that would just make me like all those people who think they're better than everyone else.

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I doubt any of you actually read this. I may continue on this little rant. Maybe, maybe not. Who knows...


-M-